demons in my orbit

They keep tellin' me to love myself
How the fuck do you love yourself
When you know, you-you don't even know
Who the fuck you are anymore? Huh
Like you feel like you reach your breakin' point
Every fucking day, and it's just
It's hard, man

They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head sayin'
I don't think I'm real

They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head sayin'
I don't think I'm-

They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head sayin'
I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm-

Yeah, I don't know where my head's been at
And I've been feelin' like a nuisance just because of that
It's like a headache, but the funny thing about it's that
The pain won't go away 'til my brain go splat

And I've been tryin' to decode myself, figure my shit out
Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth
I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out
Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now

I'm findin' other ways to try to cope with all the pain
And if I'm bein' honest with you, baby, I am not okay
The fucking voice inside my head is drivin' me insane
And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same

Lost in my head, lost in my mind
Tellin' myself that I'll be just fine
Nothing's okay and nothing's alright
Smokin' all day, cryin' all night

And what the fuck you expect from the kid?
I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid
Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim
I'm like a fish outta water tryin' to swim, ah

Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar
When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller
Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better
Grab the .9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter

They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head sayin'
I don't think I'm real

They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head sayin'
I don't think I'm-

They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head sayin'
I don't think I'm real

I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm-