into the trees

How long, how long has it been since I sang your song?
How long, how long will it take till I rip this bong?
I'm dead inside, but that's alright
I'll be just fine, I'll be just fine
But how long till I'm gone?
Baby, please just give me a sign

Trapped up in this brain of mine
And I'm just sick of wasting time
Pretendin' that I'm fuckin' fine
When all I wanna do is die
Lying in my bed again
I'm addicted to hating myself and I tend
To just think bout the future and where it'll end
Never live in the moment, I break and I bend
Yeah, I'm sleeping alone
Without you baby this world is so cold
Twenty years in but I'm feelin' so old
Where's my mind taking me?
I do not know
I do not know
Get lost in my head quite a lot
Solve it by smokin' some pot
Tying my brain in a knot
Out here just takin' my shot
Shoutin' and I'll never stop

How long, how long has it been since I sang your song?
How long, how long will it take till I rip this bong?
I'm dead inside, but that's alright
I'll be just fine, I'll be just fine
But how long till I'm gone?
Baby, please just give me a sign