Idol

I think I'm an angel (think I'm an angel), but I am cursed (but I am cursed)
Riding so painful (riding so painful), ghost-whipping the hearse
My secrets are shameful (secrets are shameful), my secrets are faithful (secrets are faithful)
My life is no fable (life is no fable), I'm an archangel
Fiends and I'm filling 'em, drugs and I'm dealing 'em
Pack the shit up, the orders, I'm filling 'em
Load the clip up 'cause I stay drilling 'em
What did you say? Slow down, son, you're killing 'em
What do you do? They look up to you
A porcelain doll, an idol, a tool
You dropped outta school, you're burning up fuel
An angel of death, the face of a ghoul
I ain't your idol, kid, I'm just a gangster
I cannot save you, son, I ain't no savior
I ain't your idol, kid, and I'm full of hatred
I cannot save you now, I ain't no savior

I ain't your idol, kid

I ain't your idol, kid
No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol
No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol
I was the hero, became my worst enemy
Saints become demons, they'll send you to sleep
Living the dream, it's not worth its price
Life's just a game, Devil's rolling the dice
What do you see? There's nothing in me
The glamorous got an appearance of the real
The person will see just the product of this
Dusts off the cover, now wants me under it
They turn off the lights in the onerous space
They keep their headstone and they give me some graves
They're searching the place they hate to call home
But now it's too late 'cause it's just a wrong turn
So who are you? What do you need?
Are you sure you wanna be like me?
Well, pay up, nothing is free
The deal with the devil is signing with me
I ain't your idol, kid, I'm just a gangster
I cannot save you, son, I ain't no savior
I ain't your idol, kid, and I'm full of hatred
I cannot save you now, I ain't no savior

I ain't your idol, kid

Looking at me, well, what do you see?
The vision of something that you'll never be
The kingdom will come, they'll come for the king
What do you want? What do you need?
I'm an addict with a habit
I'll blow your fucking head off
Goddammit, can't stand it
The look on your face, the desperation
I cannot take it, I feel it again
The needles are pushing up under my skin
I cannot speak, but the voices within
That evil is good and the virtue of sin
Who are you? What do you need?
Are you sure you wanna be like me?
Gotta pay up, nothing is free
A deal with the devil, a deal with me

I ain't your idol, kid

I ain't your idol, kid

I ain't your idol, kid

I ain't your idol, kid

No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol
No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol
No, I ain't your idol, kid
I cannot save you, son