I'd Rather Overdose (MOD SUN Remix)

[Chorus: honestav]

Can't let go

I can't let you go

I try, but I always know

I wish you was holding me close

Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

[Verse 1: honestav]

When you fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry

Without them, you're sick and we both know why

Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry

If only you loved me like you love gettin' high

[Chorus: honestav]

I can't let you go

I try, but I always know

I wish you was holding me close

Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

[Verse 2: honestav]

Fucked up, can't slow down

Won't come down, don't know how

My dad's dead, my mom's proud

Got bros stuck in our hometown

My bank account got zeros

I'm 'posed to be the hero

But here I am, still fucking up

I'll drink my wеight in beer, though, I

Know that you hate me, and I hate mе too

I can't get over what I did to you

You tried to help me and it wasn't going through

I hope that you miss me 'cause I miss you too

[Chorus: honestav]

But I can't let you go

I try, but I always know

I wish you was holding me close

Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

[Verse 3: MOD SUN]

It was May 11th, 2019

I stayed up for a week, all these drugs won't let me sleep

I did one last line until both my eyes closed

I said one last goodbye, and then I overdosed

They found me laid on my bathroom floor

I know I couldn't live life like this anymore

Been sober five years since the day I almost died

I finally loved myself the way I loved gettin' high

[Chorus: honestav]

But I can't let you go

I try, but I always know

I wish you was holding me close

Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose