Call My Bluff

I write in cursive 'cause it makes me feel smarter
I wear my hair up 'cause it makes me look taller
I wouldn't call it a lie
Just a bend in the truth and it's fine (ha)

I sing along to songs I don't know the words to
Ask me how I'm doing, I say "Good, what about you?"
I wouldn't call it a lie
But it's easier sometimes

'Cause I know
I ain't no fuck up
I can pick myself up
Wanted just to be enough
Scared that they will call my bluff
Living in a free fall
Mountains a hundred feet tall
Hoping I will be enough
Scared that they will call my bluff
(Scared that they will call my bluff)

Days getting longer, feels like I'm losing focus
Gotta keep it together so you never notice
Just when I think I'm through it
All the roads lead to it
Imposter Syndrome's got the best of me
Got me feeling incomplete
Eight billion people but I still feel lonely

'Cause I know
I ain't no fuck up
I can pick myself up
Wanted just to be enough
Scared that they will call my bluff

Living in a free fall
Mountains a hundred feet tall
Hoping I would be enough
Scared that they will call my bluff
(Scared that they will call my bluff)

(Scared that they will call my bluff)
(Scared that they will call my)
(Scared that they will call my bluff)
(And I don't even know why)

Sometimes I think that I'm losing my mind
If it's lost then it's mine to find
Down on my knees, I'm praying pretty please, ripping my jeans

(Losing my, losing my)

I crave the night but dread the daylight
Too scared to live but more scared to die
Down on my knees, I'm praying pretty please, finding my peace

I may be incomplete
But never felt so free

'Cause I know
I ain't no fuck up
I can pick myself up
Wanted just to be enough
Scared that they will call my bluff
(Scared that they will call my)

Living in a free fall
Mountains a hundred feet tall
Hoping I will be enough
Scared that they will call my bluff
(Scared that they will call my bluff)
(Scared that they will call my bluff)
(Scared that they will call my bluff)