Afraid

I've spent the last two years of my life
Tryin' to find a way back
I've been looking in the mirror
And tryin' to face facts
'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turnin'
So what am I afraid of?
I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself
Oh, oh, oh
I'm afraid of myself
Oh, oh, oh
I'll spend the next two years of my life
Tryna find the right path
And if it takes me where I wanna go
I won't ever look back
'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting (no, no)
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turnin' (world stopped turnin')
So what am I afraid of?
I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself
Oh, oh, oh
I'm afraid of myself (oh, oh, oh)
I'm afraid of myself (oh, oh, oh)
I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself