Nobody *Demo*

Attention is expensive to pay

Been dealing with this venomous rage

Ever since I was under the age

I've been under the influence of pain

Still searching for the silver spoons that

Grew up with (No)

Grew up quick (Yes)

Was raised right

I digress

Pop one, pop two, pop three, pop pills

These things tell me how life should feel

Fuck yeah, fuck you, it’s my free will

So please don’t tell me to chill

Cause I don’t know any chill, I’m still

Nobody cares anyway

Nobody’s here anyway

Nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody, no

Nobody cares anyway

Nobody hears what I say

Nobody’s hеre anyway

Nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody, no

I’m fucking with my chakras again

My father is a doctor, I've been talking to him

Man, all thе shit I'm on, I could of got it from him

But I don't have no patience, probably got it from him

Just a product of him

I can not understand

Why I’m so affected

Always felt neglected

Always thought he left us

He say he was working

No one ever listened

No one called me pretty

Grampy call me Penny

I think I am worseless

I don’t have a purpose

I am good for nothing

Who am I enough for?

I never understood why we had it so rough for

Why we always lose what we work for?

Why we hurt more?

Why we never see my mother cry?

Cause she gotta be so tough for us, poor us

(Take this) grab my purse with my prescriptions in it

(Take this) tiny bursts of optimism in them

(Take this) I'm reversing my decision to win

(Take this) take this, yeah

(Take this) back to '88 when everything was great then, life had just begun

(Take this) it is '89 now, everything is fine now, I am only one

(Take this) wait for the 2008 summer

I'ma be a mother, wow

(Take this) 2012 summer, it just got tougher

I don't have my brother now

Take this, take six, take pics, faces, famous

Face it, fake shit, pain hits, faithless

Yeah, yes, I am aware I am sinning

I'm here in this hell I don't wanna live in, oh

Who cares anyway?

Nobody, nobody’s there anyway

Nobody’s here anyway

Nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody knows