Hard Habit to Break

All the people at this party, they look so normal
They look so right
And I tell 'em all I'm sorry when I get wasted
And waste their night

And you tell me to try, I did
I can't win when I'm running the game
So, you're asking me why I live
Like I've already gone insane

I tell you it's a hard habit to break
I fumble at the start then apologize late
The joke I took too far, the hang that I flaked
I lie about a big plan falling into place

But it's really just a hard habit to break
I fumble at the start then apologize late
My blackout at the bar, the cum that I faked
I lie about a big plan, but it's just a habit that I'm never gonna break

All the people in this bedroom, they blend together
Then leave my mind
And the antidote I'm mixing, it isn't tasting
The way I'd like

And you tell me to try, I did
I can't win when I'm running the game
So, you're asking me why I live
Like I've already gone insane

I tell you it's a hard habit to break
I fumble at the start then apologize late
The joke I took too far, the hang that I flaked
I lie about a big plan falling into place

But it's really just a hard habit to break
I fumble at the start then apologize late
My blackout at the bar, the cum that I faked
I lie about a big plan, but it's just a habit that I'm never gonna break

It's just a habit that I'm never gonna break
Hard, hard habit, habit to break
It's just a habit that I'm never gonna break
Hard, hard habit to break
I'm never gonna break
Hard, hard habit that I'm never gonna break
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