Inside My Head

Chorus:

I’ve been lost inside my head, I can’t escape this feelin’

Drownin’ in my sorrow, codeine floods the ceilin’

Xanny clouds, Percocet dreams, yeah, they keep me healin’

But the Smith & Wesson near me, my heart ain’t repealin’

Yeah, these demons in my mind, they don’t ever take a break

And this bitch keep callin’, sayin’ I’m her only fate

I’ve been faded, I’ve been wasted, tryna numb the ache

But I’m stuck inside this loop, like it’s life that’s fake

Verse 1

Every line I take is just another wall to climb

Every pill I pop, I’m wastin’ what’s left of my time

Smith & Wesson on the dresser, keep it close like a friend

But this friend don’t talk back, it just brings me to the end

Percocet prescriptions, they just mess with my mind

Xans to fall asleep, but I’m restless all the time

Got a bitch in my corner, sayin’ she’ll never leave

But the love feels hollow, like she’s tryna deceive

I’m faded off the codeine, and my world’s turnin’ black

Tryna find my heart, but it’s lost and won’t come back

This pain a heavy burden, got me draggin’ my feet

The voices in my head keep me locked in defeat

I’m runnin’ in circles, tryna dodge my reflection

But every high I chase is just a misdirection

The gun’s my only safety when the world’s too much

But even it can’t heal me, it’s just cold to the touch

Chorus:

I’ve been lost inside my head, I can’t escape this feelin’

Drownin’ in my sorrow, codeine floods the ceilin’

Xanny clouds, Percocet dreams, yeah, they keep me healin’

But the Smith & Wesson near me, my heart ain’t repealin’

Yeah, these demons in my mind, they don’t ever take a break

And this bitch keep callin’, sayin’ I’m her only fate

I’ve been faded, I’ve been wasted, tryna numb the ache

But I’m stuck inside this loop, like it’s life that’s fake

Codeine rivers overflow, spillin’ through my veins

I can’t find the light no more, all I see is rain

Keep the pistol on my side, yeah, it’s keepin’ me sane

But the high won’t ever last, I’m a prisoner to pain

Verse 2

Numb the pain with Xans, but I feel it comin’ back

Every dose a reminder of the pieces that I lack

Percocet got me floatin’ in a sea of regret

Can’t remember who I was, but I’d bet I’d forget

Smith & Wesson in my lap, yeah, it sings me to sleep

Every trigger pull a note in the melody of grief

Codeine in my bloodstream, it’s a bittersweet bliss

But it’s hard to hold on when the devil’s in the mist

I’m caught between the lines of survival and despair

Every move I make is a breath of toxic air

The bitch say she love me, but her love feels fake

Just another ghost in the walls of my mental state

I’m crashin’ like the waves in this ocean of lies

Lookin’ at the night sky, wonderin’ why stars die

Is it peace or destruction that I’m chasin’ at the end?

Either way, I’m alone, with no message to send