So Am I

Well I guess I did it
Didn't I
Took a hard left turn
I don't know what's right
Now all I can seem to do is cry
Always been that way
But it's a different kind

And I called my friend
Tryna talk it through
And he said
If I still prayed
I'd pray for you
Sounds like something I could use

Everybody's wondering
Worried about my state of mind
I'm suffering
But feeling alive
For the first time
In a long time
Life's hard
But at least it's mine
Everybody's wondering
So am I

I been going out
All by myself
Sometimes it's fun
And sometimes
It's hell
But I can't really go anywhere
Without seeing you
Or hearing things

Like an Oasis song at
The grocery store
It took me back to the night you lost your phone
I left my cart there in the aisle and just went home

Everybody's wondering
Worried about my state of mind
I'm suffering
But feeling alive
For the first time
In a long time
Life's hard
But at least it's mine
Everybody's wondering
So am I

I'm throwing my cards up and watching 'em fall
I'm throwing my heart up all over the wall
All I know is I'm somebody else now

Everybody's wondering
Worried about my state of mind
I'm suffering
But feeling alive
For the first time
In a long time
Life's hard
But at least it's mine
Everybody's wondering
So am I