If I'm To Die

[Verse]

If I’m to die before I reach you

Please know I’m meant to love you till I did

If I’m to slip beneath a train meant to take me

Know that I believe that it was worth it

Tell my friends goodbye

Tell my almost ex-wife

That I loved her and left her too soon

[Chorus]

Oh I hope to be holding you soon

Who knows what happens if I leave my room

Oh I’m scared that you’ll know what to do...

If I’m to die before you

[Verse]

If I’m to die before I hold you

Know my arms were the worst off for it

If I’m set upon dried

From my room as I write

You won't be my last

Thought before I quit

Give my family love

I would watch from above

But I fear there is nothing but sleep

[Chorus - Variation]

Oh I hope to be seeing you soon

Don’t know what's out there

More fear I assume

Oh I’m scared that you’ll know what to do...

If I’m to die before you

[Verse]

And if i’m to die before we spend a soft day

Know my final thoughts will be of regret

If I'm to drown in the deep sea that parts us

I once lived and loved, don’t forget

Give my paintings to Alice

Tell all my good friends

That I didn’t dare earn their respect

[Chorus]

Oh I hope to be seeing you soon

I don’t know what happens if I leave my room

Oh I’m scared that you’ll know what to do

If I'm to die before you, if I'm to die before you