Fair Bloom

My pain
Will wake more than the dogs
Spent a life in fear
Felt the silence of god
My shame
Never ceases to take
I was robbed of the touch
I was born to break
I was meant to be like this

There's no light in me
There's never been
You see choices
I see myself caving in.
Chained to something
I can not see
I'd rather live in pain
Than beg and plead

Peel me back
This decay won't wash away
In an ending moment
Embed myself in this empty rift
I built these walls
I'll let them grow
Sift through dirt
I can't let go
I'm meant to be like this
This growing wound persist

These last few seconds
Before i leave this earth
I never saw God
Just ended in the dirt

There's no light in me
There's never been
You see choices
I see myself caving in
Chained to something
I can not see
I'd rather live in pain
Than beg and plead