Sometimes (acoustic)

I'm not looking for an answer
I just hope these words will help
Whoever's listening
If someone cares to listen in
I've been up and down in life
Sure, every day's a chance to fight
Forever wrestling
Trying to make amends again

But I break down and I lose control
The band don't care 'cause they had a good show
I won't cry 'cause I'm lucky, I know
A restless heart and a beautiful soul
It really doesn't matter if I stay or go
It's hitting me hard but I'm lucky, I know

All of my friends
Don't understand
Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm blind
Maybe we all get lost sometimes
Sometimes

And every night when I'm alone
I put another podcast on
It helps me slip away
Keeps me learning everyday
Reading books on meditation
Fights away the hesitations
Hanging over me, easing the anxiety

But I break down and I lose control
The band don't care 'cause they had a good show
I won't cry 'cause I'm lucky, I know
A restless heart and a beautiful soul
It really doesn't matter if I stay or go
It's hitting me hard but I'm lucky, I know

All of my friends
Don't understand
Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm blind
Maybe we all get lost sometimes
Sometimes

And I'm not looking for an answer
I just hope these words will help
Whoever's listening
If someone cares to listen in