One day, you gotta get real with yourself (huh)
Gotta deal with the fear yourself
Gotta listen and hear yourself
Gotta get up and face the world
Cus' nobody coming to help
Nobody cares, you gotta heal yourself
When there's nothing left, you still gotta feel yourself
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Back down low, I was high as can be
Top of the world, no one higher than me
You can wait all your life, to live your dreams
And it can go quick as your eye can blink
I nearly lost it all in this life of sin
I nearly lost it all I was just tryna win
Reached my hand out then rememberеd I'm him
I'm a whole boss, I can't ask for a thing
Prayers werеn't working I had to let Satan in
All these girls on me
I can't wash my hands in the kitchen sink
I feel a [?] rolex
The way I'm switchin links
Too much sex, money and methedrone, now I'm back kissing the pink
A million pound on the penthouse, why am I outside kicking the curb?
I should've been focused on my mission, I'm putting my ego first
I should've been worried about myself, but I was putting the joke ting first
Started a war with a waste man, at this age, I'm going reverse
I should be kicking a pen, but I'm picking a skeng, tryna get man burnt
Tryna escape my responsibilities, staying up late, getting buzzed
She want me to open up, but I can't say much cause I just don't trust
She want me to sober up, you can feel the effect that it's having on us
Can't think about falling in love, I just wait 10 minutes then I clock it's sus
Weren't nothin' to cut her off, she with someone else now I'm in disgust
Now I'm in denial, spending the pink, tryna compensate
Got my head above the water, I'm swimming in toxic traits