Funeral Home

I'm anxious
Constantly worried and jaded
I'm taking a quiz on the internet
It told me that you'd die

Would you see red
If I stepped on a crack in the pavement?
Is it a sign, is it fiction
I've been writing in my head?

You know it's pointless
Talking me down
I try to fake it and you call me out
Running in circles
Scared to find out
Try not to focus

On if your plane crashed and I'm not on it
Or the ocean floods your apartment
I'm losing sleep and telling you I'm fine
The longer I'm with you
The more that I miss you
Can't let it go
Already printed your photo
For the wall at the funeral home

Sure I'm reckless
I act like it doesn't affect us
You could be surfing the internet and find out that I died
You'd have break the news to my parents
I'd leave you with the mortgage and payments
It'd empty all the air from your rib cage
Before you could say goodbye

You know it's pointless
Talking me down
I try to fake it and you call me out
Running in circles
Scared to find out
Try not to focus

On if your plane crashed and I'm not on it
Or the ocean floods your apartment
I'm losing sleep and telling you I'm fine
The longer I'm with you
The more that I miss you
Can't let it go
Already printed your photo
For the wall at the funeral home

And if I'm honest
It feels like I'm breaking my promise
Every time that I step out the door

What if my plane crashed and you're not on it
Or the ocean floods my apartment
I'm losing sleep and telling you I'm fine
The longer I'm with you
The more that I miss you
Can't let it go
Already printed your photo
For the wall at the funeral home
Already printed your photo
For the wall at the funeral home