Drug Asphyxiation

I'm a walking ghost and I'll talk so slow
Such a lonely trance in the depths of my bed emotionless
December 10th, journal entry
I noticed a pattern in my feelings
I'm a ticking time bomb
Ready to explode
I'll write down every word on this page
This writing's haunting me
And it's making me insane
I'm a walking ghost and I'll write so slow
When I start to relapse in the depths of my head emotionless
Just let yourself live in this feeling
Display it all in these paintings
I'm a ticking time bomb
Ready to Explode
And my brush touches the canvas
So beautifully as dark as can be
Only it can see the pain that's hiding
I'll write down every word on this page
This feeling's haunting me and it's making me insane
I'll write down every word on this page
It's writing talk to me and it's making me insane
And I'll write with this pen
Everything in my head
And I'll write with this pen
Everything in my head
And I'll write with this pen
Everything in my head
And I'll write with this pen
And I'll write
I'll write
On the canvas or on these pages
They will always know the real me
But the deeper the colors seep in
I get further from reality
I'll write down every word on this page
This writing's haunting me and it's making me insane
I'll write down every word on this page
It's writing talk to me and it's making me insane