What's Behind Me

I loved you once

But I don't think you ever knew it

I guess I was so scared to lose it

But I never really put my heart into it

How did I get here?

What will I do now?

Everything reminds me

A little bit of you somehow

I gotta get back there

Don’t tell me it’s too late now

God only knows

Oh how many times can I trip

On something behind me?

Oh I think I'm lost out here

I need you to find me

How do I get there?

What will I be then?

Will I be happy?

God only knows I’ve been

An agent of ruin

And I don’t wanna do it again

Here I go again

Oh how many times can I trip

On something behind me?

Oh I think I'm lost out here

I need you to find me

I shouldn't be shocked, shouldn't be scared, shouldn't be here

I guess I'm not lost if I don’t even know where I should go

Oh how many times can I trip

On something behind me?

Oh I think I'm lost out here

I need you to find me

Oh how many times can I trip

On something behind me? I guess I shouldn’t be here