Disarray

I can't resist the beauty of the disarray
My memory of this
Will forever exist
I have one wish that you would be the man you were when I was 26
Nothing broken to fix

Well, I got to sleep late last night
I don't think my therapist's right
I got to sleep late last night
I don't think my therapists' right

Now I'm torn, torn, torn
I thought I knew I was sure, keep coming back for more
Torn, torn, torn
And now the damage is done and I'm the difficult one

Torn, torn, torn
I thought I knew I was sure, keep coming back for more
Torn, torn, torn, torn, torn

I must admit
The ride was often fun at times, but I refused to sit
Then, I reconsidered it
Will you desist?
The beauty of security's impossible to miss
A heartbreaking twist

Oh, I got to sleep late last night
I don't think my manager's right
I got to sleep late last night
I don't think my manager's right

Oh, I'm torn, torn, torn
I thought I knew I was sure, keep coming back for more
Torn, torn, torn
And now the damage is done and I'm the difficult one
Torn, torn, torn
I thought I knew I was sure, keep coming back for more

Torn, torn, torn
And now the damage is done and you're the difficult one
Torn, torn, torn
I thought I knew I was sure, keep coming back for more
Torn, torn, torn, torn

I got to sleep late last night
I don't think my manager's right
I got to sleep late last night
Maybe my therapist's right