Smoke and Mirrors

Lost in my own skin
Drowning it pulls me in
The silence echoing
Memories that I can't erase

Chasing death
Back to the start
Never knowing what I want until it falls apart
Buried grief
At the bottom with apathy
The silence echoing

No future, I've abandoned hope
Familiar feelings as I'm hanging at the end of my rope
No future without sacrifice
Familiar feelings that I'll never get this right

Afraid for when it falls apart
How do you cut the losses from an empty heart?
Too late, where did I go wrong?
It's a slow decay, I should've seen all along

Lost in my own skin
Complacent waste
Incinerate
Smoke and mirrors are all I've ever known of my faith
A glass house
And I can't find a way to escape
Buried grief
At the bottom with apathy

A thin line between love and hate
To forget means that I forgave
It's a slow decay
Anxiously withering

A thin line between love and hate
To forget means that I forgave
It's a slow decay
Anxiously withering

Afraid for when it falls apart
How do you cut the losses from an empty heart?
Too late, where did I go wrong?
It's a slow decay, I should've seen all along

Lost in my own skin
Drowning it pulls me in
The silence echoing
Memories that I can't erase
Memories that I can't erase