The Way It Really Is

I kept talking to myself

I had to get the words out of my head

So I did

You barely said a thing

You kind of heard me out and then you said

You said

You're crazy

Why do you keep doing this

Everything is fine

Then I think I'm crazy

I do this all the time

Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion

Maybe we're just a picture in my head

Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was

Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is

Sometimes your intentions are totally impossible to read

What does that mean

Sometimes even I have no idea what I need

I wish I did

I'm crazy

Why do I keep doing this

Everything is fine

Then you think I'm crazy

I do this all the time

Until I start to think that something's really wrong

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion

Maybe we're just a picture in my head

Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was

Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is

Looking through my window at the big, blue sky

The lazy sun is shining, so I run outside

To look for you, I look for you

And then it starts to rain

Is that the way it really is

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion

Maybe we're just a picture in my head

Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was

Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is

The way it really is

The way it really is

The way it really is