The Art of Being Torn Out

I’m not feeling better
Does it mean that I still feel
I’m building this out of nothing
Don’t mind it taking the best of me
Ahhh
Yeah
All I had was never enough
Trying hard not to fuck this up
I stuck the needle way too deep
Can’t pull it out
I’m way too high on dopamine
To come back down
I’m breaking down
I don't wanna fall
I built this up just to save me from
Drowning
Killing
Myself
I don't wanna let this go
Am I right or just tripping
Is there blood leaking out of me
Dropping down to the rhythm
Of my heart getting out of beat
Look at me
Coming clean
A sacrifice for you to see
Fake apologies
The keep surrounding me
Drown
Kill
Baptized by decay
Drown
Kill
I let my sharpened blades
eviscerate
I’m breaking down
I don't wanna fall
I built this up just to save me from
Drowning
Killing
Myself
I don't wanna let this go
I’m breaking down
I don't wanna fall
I built this up just to save me from
Drowning
Killing
Myself
I don't wanna let this go
I’m not feeling better
Does it mean that I still feel
I’m building this out of nothing
Don’t mind it taking the best of me
Drown
Kill
Don’t mind it taking the best of me