i should be happy

I should be happy but I'm not
God gave me everything I want
Took a while to catch my breath
Got no respect, no respect for myself
I should be happy
I should be happy but I'm not

I know that now
What's right
As I'm startin' to feel it
I'm not sober, wow
There's parts of me
That I should be healin'

It's crazy how
Your life can change
Right when you need it
I'm older now
I'm starting to feel it

I should be happy but I'm not
God gave me everything I want
Took a while to catch my breath
Got no respect, no respect for myself
I should be happy
I should be happy but I'm not

I question why
The hurt
Always seems so appealing
We're eye to eye
For me, love
Has a different meaning

I should be happy but I'm not
God gave me everything I want
Took a while to catch my breath
Got no respect, no respect for myself
I should be happy
I should be happy but I'm not

I should be happy but I'm not
I should be happy but I'm not