Nihilist Kite Flyer

Am I living my life
As if I'm flying a kite
Without a string
Without any meaning?
All through the day
All through the night
Asking myself
When I just might
When I just might be found
When I just might see clearly
When I just might be found
With my feet upon the ground
And though I always wanted an answer
Now I know better
Or am I just blind
By the need to be defined?
Caught in between
Who I am and who I will be
And though I always wanted an answer
Now I know better
Or am I just the one
Drifting too close to the sun