I'm So Bored

I cried myself to sleep again, it's embarrassing
I can't believe you made a fool of me
You sold me on a pretty lie, a baited life
I booked a flight and promised not to leave

And I don't think anyone really knows
What you're like when you're alone
When you send everyone home
I don't think you even know it now
Close the show and take a bow
Enjoy your space, figure it out

But I'm so bored
I barely even noticed when you never came home
I'm so bored
I barely even notice anymore that you're gone
Because I'm so bored

Treat your lovers like they work for you
I liked it to a point, I guess
I look good on my knees
You begged me in the drug store once
Saying, "Please, don't say you'd be okay
If I should ever leave"

You were so sure of me
Showing me everything I'd want to see
I almost did not believe
You were so sure of me
Had to have me, then you got me
Now we only speak through intermediaries

God, I'm so bored
I barely even noticed when you never came home
I'm so bored
I barely even notice anymore that you're gone
'Cause I'm so bored

I cried myself to sleep again, it's embarrassing
I call up friends I haven't seen since we met
I try to hold a love for you
When they ask me, I say, "it's complicated"
But I don't think it is

You don't want to have to tell me twice
And I'd better respond nice
You don't have room for my
Said you don't have room for my feelings
But you'd like to stay friends
Okay, what are those again?
You don't have friends
You have meetings

And I'm so bored
I can't believe we're doing this again, I'm so old
I'm so bored
So let's just skip right to the part where you're gone
And I'm so bored
I can't keep the lie going through the chorus
I'm so bored
Did you leave already?
I didn't notice