Control It

[Intro]

So one’s purpose full meaning of life

Is to experience, to experience

Close shallow intermittent and constant experiences

Expressions, feelings, emotions, starts

It is your actual being, you’re here to live your reality

To be present to be here, the mind body and spirit is a sacred entity

That never ever ????

[Hook]

The weight of these thought I’m holding

Feel like my minds imploding

I swear I hear more then the words ain't spoken

Processing & decoding

I know we’re only here for a moment

But wait, give man a moment

Im learning to deal with my emotions

Not just hiding & ghosting

I was broke & broken

& my way of coping

Was blaming the world & sulking

Not doing nothing for myself

Joke ting

Don’t worry about old things

That’s the way to lose focus

Don’t stress about the past

Just own it

That’s the way to control it

[Verse 1]

I wasn’t myself but I I didn’t notice

Taking it out on the ones who’s closest

So many years that I felt boxed in

That’s when the flood gates opened

A lot of hard questions

That I couldn't cope with

I dealt with pars like I am golfing

My mind is overloaded with nowhere to unload it

I was in my own little bubble

And I didn't want to come out

Like I'm agoraphobic

My alone time exposed it

I had a mask on like covid

I felt like the greatest showman

Them times when my heart was wide-open

Had my piece of mind stolen

[Hook]

The weight of these thought I’m holding

Feel like my minds imploding

I swear I hear more then the words ain't spoken

Processing & decoding

I know we’re only here for a moment

But wait, give man a moment

Im learning to deal with my emotions

Not just hiding & ghosting

I was broke & broken

& my way of coping

Was blaming the world & sulking

Not doing nothing for myself

Joke ting

Don’t worry about old things

That’s the way to lose focus

Don’t stress about the past

Just own it

That’s the way to control it

[Verse 2]

They try to tell me

But I wasn't hearing in it

I used to laugh it off

I never though it was that serious

They used to tell me to look in the future

But when I looked

I didn’t appear in it

New mindset

Now my vision is 8k

Its scary how clear it is

I went & changed my outlook

Yeah bruv

Now look

All of my inner me enemies

Improved my output

My mind used to hold me back

Now I flex with the powers I’m supposed to have

I’ve been through the wars like a solider has

[Hook]

The weight of these thought I’m holding

Feel like my minds imploding

I swear I hear more then the words ain't spoken

Processing & decoding

I know we’re only here for a moment

But wait, give man a moment

Im learning to deal with my emotions

Not just hiding & ghosting

I was broke & broken

& my way of coping

Was blaming the world & sulking

Not doing nothing for myself

Joke ting

Don’t worry about old things

That’s the way to lose focus

Don’t stress about the past

Just own it

That’s the way to control it