Heaven to Gain

What is left to give now that there is nothing to lacerate?
I've sat around and watched the clock spit out the days
But l have a new sense of purpose
Now I understand the pain, your pain
Keep it grasped in the palm of your hands
And bury it

I'm spinning right out of control, just for you
I'm climbing out of the hell I have payed
I'm doing everything to hold myself back from it
Because you keep on showing me
The heaven that I have to gain

I don't really fear for much
But every time I feel that cold touch
Death opens it's arms to me
And it drags me under
And I slowly drown

I have new a sense of purpose
Now l understand the pain

I'm spinning right out of control, just for you
I'm climbing out of the hell I have payed
I'm doing everything to hold myself back from it
Because you keep on showing me
The heaven that I have to gain

I'm spinning right out of control, just for you
I'm climbing out of the hell I have payed
I'm doing everything to hold myself back from it
Because you keep on showing me
The heaven that I have to gain

What was started out as care will quickly turn to a curse
What was intended to be love will now all be reversed
Forever
The brightest spirit shall be torn from it's transcend
Even the purest of all souls will witness hellfire and
Suffer in the end
I'll only suffer