Untying a Knot

Into the depths
Swimming where pitch black water blurs
Where does it start and I begin?
Fixed to a sun
Scared at the thought of leaving it
Where all that remains is what I choose to be

And I'm parting with a hollow version of what I thought I knew
That it's not just about how we grow but what we can undo

Tangled in knots
Peeling at layers Holding in words stuck in time
Living in me
To live what I'm not
Reflecting a twisted logic's hold
I want to know how it feels to be free

And I'm parting with a hollow version of what I thought I knew
And I'm grateful for the ways I've been shown what I can undo