Choosing Myself

Let me finish, let me finish talkin'

Let me get this off my chest

I'm no stranger, you know me well

But it feels like we just met

I'm just tryin' to cope with the impossibilities

I wish were possibilities

Feels like I'm in a dream

I know you say you want me, but you're too afraid of happy

That hurts me, it scares me, but this is reality

Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me

Tellin' me lies (Tellin' me lies)

Like I'm makin' this up (Makin' this up)

Like this is insanity

Sometimes my mind plays tricks, (Mm-hmm), this ain't reality

Sometimes my mind is playin' tricks on me

I won't believe it

I won't believe it, not for one second

I don't believe it

I don't believe it, but I still have questions

I wanna believe you (I want to believe you)

But you're not helping

Wish you were see-through (I wish you could see me)

Wish I could see you

I just want you

I wish that I could free your mind

I just want you

Sometimes I wish that we could just rewind time

What if I never knew, oh, ooh

What if I just want you

And I want you to want you, too

I just want you

I'm hoping that you'll change your mind (Change your mind)

I'm praying you'll try to try

To be happy for once

You deserve to be happy for once

I just want you to be happy for once

Didn't you come alive (I just want you)

When you looked in my eyes? (When you looked in my eyes)

I just want you

I saw you come alive

I just want you

You can just choose, you can decide

I'm so afraid to lose you

That I'm losing myself

I'm so afraid to choose you (I'm so afraid to choose you)

So I'm choosing myself (So I'm choosing myself)

I'm so afraid to lose you, mm-hmm

'Cause I'm finding myself in you

Still everyday that I choose you, mm-hmm

I'm choosing myself

Deep down you'll remember, me

But even if you don't choose me (I just want you)

I'm choosing myself (I just want you)

I'm choosing myself

It's about time, didn't we come alive?

Don't make me choose by myself

I pray that you'll chose me, I know that it's confusing

Please say that you'll choose me

Just make up your mind this time

This time

I pray that you'll choose me, say that you'll choose me

I'm choosing happy, the real me

I'm choosing the freedom I feel when I look in these eyes (Say that you'll choose me)

I want the true me (Say that you'll choose me)

I'm choosing myself

Mm, mm

Mm

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