Losing Faith

I tried to give you everything you never found
No I can’t say that love has always come around
Watched me come undone
When I need someone
You cut me and run
Then all this weight

Came in like the waves
Crashing and I can’t get out the way 
So if this is the final breathe I take 
Will you watch and let me suffocate?
I’m praying but I’m losing faith 

Color Blue
Permanent hue 
Soul missing 
Fake truth it take two to know different 

So vivid I used to be to be walking so timid 
Try to day dream in room when it got low ceilings

No feelings cut dry with no feeling 
Blood dripping the veins flowing my hearts spilling 
Picture perfect how you paint me out to be the villain 
Cropping out the fact that I was doing all the heaving lifting 

Hanging by a thread while you tugging at the rope
Hard to even say with your hands around my throat 
Shots got fired now I’m clearing out the smoke 
True colors start to show 

Came in like the waves
Crashing and I can’t get out the way 
So if this is the final breathe I take 
Will you watch and let me suffocate?
I’m praying but I’m losing faith 

Watched me come undone
When I need someone
You cut me and run
Then all this weight

Came in like the waves
Crashing and I can’t get out the way 
So if this is the final breathe I take 
Will you watch and let me suffocate?
I’m praying but I’m losing faith