Born With a Broken Heart

Nothing changes
Every day is the same
Quick and painless
Tried to love you, but I had to fake it
I just wanna feel something

Getting desperate
Turn my life to a mess just to test it
Burning bridges and fucking my exes
But I still feel nothing

Sometimes I wonder why I'm wired differently
Can somebody tell me what's wrong with me?

I can't cry unless I'm not blinking
I can't smile unless I've been drinking
I'm still alive, but I'm barely living
Maybe I was built to fall apart
Maybe I was born with a broken heart

Eyes are glassy
I'm not sad, I just haven't been happy
In a while, and I want it so badly
I just wanna feel something

Sometimes I wonder why I'm wired differently
Can somebody tell me what's wrong with me?

I can't cry unless I'm not blinking
I can't smile unless I've been drinking
I'm still alive, but I'm barely living
Maybe I was built to fall apart
Maybe I was born with a broken heart

Maybe I need
To wake up early and drink some more coffee
Make some friends or take up a new hobby
Maybe then I'd feel something

Maybe I was built to fall apart
Maybe I was born without a heart
Maybe I was built to fall apart
Maybe I was born with a broken heart