I Keep On Messing It Up

Got used to running, to running from what I feel inside
I should be honest, but letting you down ain't in my design
So I keep holding, keep holding on to you by my side

Tell me why I'm finding reasons
Hoping believing
When I know it's not love

I keep on messing it up (I keep on messing it up)
Keep holding on, when I know it's wrong
I keep on messing it up (I keep on messing it up)
So scared to leave, but it's killing me
To be finding reasons, hoping believing
When I know it's not love
I keep on messing it up (I keep on messing it up)
Keep holding on, when I know it's wrong
I keep on messing it up

I guess that's on me
So sorry for leading you on
I get so wrapped up in everything, always biting my tongue
You need somebody
Somebody who can give what you need (what you need)

Instead of me just finding reasons
Hoping believing
When I know it's not love

I keep on messing it up (I keep on messing it up)
Keep holding on, when I know it's wrong
I keep on messing it up (I keep on messing it up)
So scared to leave, but it's killing me
To be finding reasons, hoping believing
When I know it's not love
I keep on messing it up (I keep on messing it up)
Keep holding on, when I know it's wrong
I keep on messing it up

I keep on messing it up
I keep on messing it up

Keep holding on, when I know it's wrong
I keep on messing it up
So scared to leave, but it's killing me
To be finding reasons (finding reasons)
Hoping believing (hoping believing)
I know it's not love
I keep on messing it up (I keep on messing it up)
Keep holding on, when I know it's wrong
I keep on messing it up

I keep on messing it up
I keep on messing it up