HARD TO LOVE

Bad dates, bad sex
Got sick of all the headaches, regrets
Thinkin bout
Late nights, his bed
He's sleeping while I'm holding my breath

But what if it's not like they said it would be?
It doesn't feel at all like they said it would be

I used to think that it was
Hard to love, hard to love, hard to love me
But really love is
Driving home from the bar late at night
While you're crying in the back seat

And even then it felt so
Hard to love, hard to love, hard to love me
But when you think about it
Not everyone's gonna love you but I wish somebody told me

Whiskey, boxed wine
I promised it'd be different this time
Tangled in
Bed sheets, cold eyes
I just wanted to feel like I'm alive

Cuz honey it's not like they said it would be
It's not at fucking all like they said it would be

I used to think that it was
Hard to love, hard to love, hard to love me
But really love is
Driving home from the bar late at night
While you're crying in the back seat

And even then it felt so
Hard to love, hard to love, hard to love me
But when you think about it
Not everyone's gonna love you, but I wish somebody told me

Bad dates, sour mind
His face lit up from passing cars driving by
Then before the morning comes & no goodbye
I swore that it'd be different this time

And I promised it'd be different this time
And I swore that he was different this time

I used to think that it was
Hard to love, hard to love, hard to love me
But really love is
Driving home from the bar late at night
While you're crying in the back seat

And even then it felt so
Hard to love, hard to love, hard to love me
But when you think about it
Not everyone's gonna love you, but I wish somebody told me

Hard to love, hard to love, hard to love me
But when you think about it
Not everyone's gotta love you but I wish somebody told me