Toxic In You

I can take another hit, another hit
Overdose 'til you make me sick, make me sick
But you know I don't love the shame, in my brain
When I put you inside my veins
I can't take it anymore, anymore
Will I ever even make it out the door?
'Cause all this fucking and fighting
That I keep inviting
Could lead me to my grave
Now I'm self-medicating
Because I love the pain
Self-medicating
I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me down and twist me up until I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you
I guess I'll asphyxiate
Let my heart break straight in two
And now I'm turning blue, don't know what to do
I just love the toxic in you
Breaking habits
Never been my claim to fame
My straight jacket
Holds me tight, says I'm okay
I locked myself in prison
And then I threw away the key
The fighting that I keep inviting
Could lead me to my grave
I keep feeling like I'm not enough, not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me down and twist me up until I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you
I guess I'll asphyxiate
Let my heart break straight in two
And now I'm turning blue, don't know what to do
I just love the toxic in you
I can take another hit, another hit
Overdose 'til you make me sick, make me sick
But you know I don't love the shame, in my brain
When I put you inside my veins