Momentary Actuality

The sound, as if coming from the earth itself
It pierced my mind, awakening
Something primal, indescribable

I stared into the mirror
The image seemed to shift with every glance
This wasn't right, nothing was
I knew there was anything, something more
I had to find it

I stare into the sun
The only thing that makes sense anymore

You wouldn't know
The pain I faced when I had to go
And leave it all behind
You wouldn't know
The agony as I walked away
It's hard to say

The art of cruelty is a construct of rational beings
To partakе in life it's a cold cruel joke
I will drink of this calamity

Drink of this
Never-ending strife, straining at the yoke
Breaking away and I'm running free

As a chrysalis, evolving insects
It doesn't matter to me
Conflict of instinct
Basic, afraid of what's next

I'm sorry you had to find me like this
Let me go
Did I really want this?

You wouldn't know
The pain I faced when I had to go
And leave it all behind
You wouldn't know
The agony as I walked away
It's hard to say

You wouldn't know
The pain I faced when I had to go
And leave it all behind
You wouldn't know
The agony as I walked away
It's hard to say

I stared into the mirror
The image seemed to shift with every glance
This wasn't right, the feeling of permanence
Is slipping and I welcome it
With a warm embrace

I'll wait forever if you'll just come to me