ghosted my therapist

I'm twenty-something and I think I need a refund
Stay up all night, so I can binge a couple seasons
I've got friends who never call me, take my meds with my iced coffee
Ah-ah, ah-ah

I slept forever, but I still can't seem to wake up
Was feeling ugly so I gave myself a haircut
I scrolled for a couple hours past my ex and baby showers
(I scrolled for a couple hours past my ex and baby showers)

Tell me why it feels like
I can never get it right (I can never get it right)
You could say it's my fault, stubborn like a deadbolt
Bad at taking advice

I crashed my car and can't pay for it
The universe won't take my messages
I have to say at 24, I thought I'd know a little more than this
Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist

Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist
Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my-

Thought it'd be easy, but my vision board is way off
Graduated college now I wanna quit my day job
Writing songs don't pay my bills yet, least I know my mom will listen
Ah-ah, love you mom (ah-ah)

Tell me why it feels like
I can never get it right
You could say it's my fault, stubborn like a deadbolt
Bad at taking advice

I crashed my car and can't pay for it
The universe won't take my messages
I have to say at 24, I thought I'd know a little more than this
Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my-

Tell me why it feels like
I can never get it right (I can never get it right)
You could say it's my fault, stubborn like a deadbolt
Bad at taking advice

I crashed my car and can't pay for it
The universe won't take my messages
I have to say at 24, I thought I'd know a little more than this
Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist

Ah-ah, ah-ah
Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist
Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist