If I'll Ever Win

[Verse 1]

Avoidin' all the mirrors

'Til she wakes up a little thinner

Replayin' conversations in her head that speak too loud

And she talks a little quiet

Thinks it's better to be silent

She's learned to bite her tongue because it hurts too much to let it out

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, she fights a war against herself, against herself

Ooh, no one ever comes to help

[Chorus]

And I don't know, don't know where to hide

From someone I don't recognize

She hates my body, the body that she's trapped inside

She keeps me up at night

And I don't know if it ever ends

It slows down, then it starts again

She hates my body, the body that we're living in

I don't know if I'll ever win

[Verse 2]

I think I've become a bully

Convinced myself nobody wants me

I'm nothin' but a burden who's still learnin' how to cope with life

But that girl in my mind tells me I'm nothin'

Go down another size, that I'm not worth lovin'

So don't even try, 'cause I could never do it right

[Chorus]

And I don't know, don't know where to hide

From someone I don't recognize

She hates my body, the body that she's trapped inside

She keeps me up at night

And I don't know if it ever ends

It slows down, then it starts again

She hates my body, the body that we're living in

I don't know if I'll ever win

[Bridge]

Because the more I try, the more it hurts (Ooh)

And givin' up just makes it worse

[Chorus]

And I don't know, don't know where to hide

From someone I don't recognize

She hates my body, the body that she's trapped inside

She keeps me up at night

And I don't know if it ever ends

It slows down, then it starts again

She hates my body, the body that we're living in

I don't know if I'll ever win