Steering (So Fast)

Raced my way through the tar pits
Fell short
Faced my pain on the carpet
Of a dirty apartment with clothes on my back that I knew I could never afford

It was easy to leave but I wish that I'd stayed
I'm so sorry I let that sweet girl get away
And I promise I'm trying to drive at a different pace

I wanna go so fast
That the last couple years start to blur in the rear view
I wanna go so fast
Find out whatever the devil is dealing
I wanna go so fast
Scrubbing my mouth out with soap 'til I mean it
I wanna go so fast
I'm just scared I won't know where I'm
Steering

California's a graveyard
Home turf
I've been mourning the high-bar
But I fear my vocabulary isn't bright enough yet to describe what hurts

It was easy to dream but I wish that I'd played
I'm so sorry I let that sweet girl get away
Thinking life is supposed to fly by at a different pace

I wanna go so fast
That the last couple years start to blur in the rear view
I wanna go so fast
Find out whatever the devil is dealing
I wanna go so fast
Scrubbing my mouth out with soap 'til I mean it
I wanna go so fast
I'm just scared I won't know where I'm
Steering

I wanna go so fast
That my life starts to blur in the rear view
I wanna go so fast
I'm just scared I don't know where I'm steering