The Cue

I guess I didn't notice the shift
I wouldn't have been so nice
Last saw you at Barton, everything felt alright
As much as I hate your guts, I think of you all the time
You got under my skin, I let you, how asinine
When will I learn it's always the same?
It's not fun anymore
I don't like this kind of pain
And I think I deserved a kinder goodbye
Guess I'm unworthy, at least in your eyes
I wish I never took the bait, wish I never got high
Should've washed you away while I still had time
I mean look at me now
I wish I could cry, get it all out
Go on and find the next guy
I should've washed you away
I should've washed you away
I don't think I did you wrong
It's hard not to blame myself
It's all that I've got 'cause you never said how you felt
Why does it hurt?
Why am I mad?
It's been enough time and you sure weren't the best I've had
Still, I think I deserved a kinder goodbye
Guess I'm unworthy, at least in your eyes
I wish I never took the bait, wish I never got high
Should've washed you away while I still had time
I mean look at me now
I wish I could cry, get it all out
Go on and find the next guy
I should've washed you away
I should've washed you away
How many times will I?
I miss the cue and I'll take it too far, 'til there's nothing else to do
I could've left, kept on going
Could've saved myself some time
You could've told me, said it straight
I mean shit, you could've lied, I wouldn't care
I'm better off, at least then I would've known
Instead of picking at the carnage, like a vulture in the snow
And I'm embarrassed, mortified, that I'm even saying later
'Cause I was being nice and now it's too late to be mad
I deserved a kinder goodbye
Guess I'm unworthy, at least in your eyes
I wish I never took the bait, wish I never got high
Wish I washed you away while I still had time
I mean look at me now
I wish I could cry, get it all out
Go on and find the next guy
I should've washed you away
I should've washed you away