Reload, Repeat

Breaking every bone to get to you
I always lose
Pulling every pawn to make a stupid move
You always choose

You see that I've had enough
A cancer that you spread around
You just wanna take the throne
Even if you're alone

Way back, I started to sink
No tears were shed for me
Was I awake or asleep?
Or just too blind?

We won't blame this on medication
You can say it's the separation
You love the way I keep suffering
Reload repeat
We can fake it for the occasion
Sold your soul you're so complacent
You can't compare
We're not the same
I can't relate
Stay away

I wanna set the tone
Start anew
With no excuse
Known it all along
With nothing left to prove
You got me confused

Cant fix a memory
That ends with misery
I know its hard to see
There's nowhere left to go from here

We won't blame this on medication
You can say it's the separation
You love the way I keep suffering
Reload repeat
We can fake it for the occasion
Sold your soul you're so complacent
You can't compare
We're not the same
I can't relate
Stay away

I can't explain, the way that I think
It's like a bullet to my brain
I'll help you pull the trigger reload repeat

Few shots of lead
Straight to the head
Round for round I'll trade with death
Trade with death

We won't blame this on medication
You can say it's the separation
You love the way I keep suffering
Reload repeat
We can fake it for the occasion
Sold your soul you're so complacent
You can't compare
We're not the same
I can't relate
Stay away