Never Once

Did you find yourself?
Did you get what you needed?
Did you learn to love yourself?
When you left me here bleeding?
See, I never said but I saw it coming all along
I knew you'd turn away forever
I knew from the start it would end with my heart up all in knots
Baby, you're not clever
And one more thing
Did you think that I didn't notice the moment
When you stopped loving me?
Did you think that I couldn't tell by the look
On your face when you smile at me?
Did you think that it wouldn't tear me apart?
Well it did
And it's clear to see
For all the thinking you did
And I know that you did
You never once thought about me
Cause you were blind
Too blind to see
To see the hole
You left in me
You never once
Never thought about me
Girl, I know that you've been hurt
But is the world to blame?
It won't make you feel better
When you make them feel your pain
It's not you, it's me, it's okay
It's whatever the fuck you want
Pretty sorry excuse so you can fuck
Whoever the fuck you want
Tell me, baby, is it easy?
To lie straight through your teeth?
And one more thing
Did you think that I didn't notice the moment
When you stopped loving me?
Did you think that I couldn't tell by the look
On your face when you smile at me?
Did you think that it wouldn't tear me apart?
Well it did
And it's clear to see
For all the thinking you did
And I know that you did
You never once thought about me
Cause you were blind
Too blind to see
To see the hole
You left in me
You never once
Never thought about me