Wolves at the Door

[Verse 1]

And last night I found heaven

It's on the tip of my tongue

And it reminded me of

All the times I was young

Of catching rain in my open mouth

I used to smile 'til the day I found out

I have no idea who the hell I've become

It's not who I was, it's not who I love

[Chorus]

I want to drown in a sea filled with Novacaine

I want to burn on a beach where the sand

Has thousands of needles poking at my skin

[Verse 2]

I lie in bed to the sound

Of the wolves at my door

They are speaking in tongues

Holding court on my floor

I never thought it would come to this

I'm more yellow than my own piss

They're making rounds just to even the score

"Just open the door"

"Just open the door"

[Chorus]

I want to drown in a sea filled with Novacaine

I want to burn on a beach where the sand

Is littered with razor blades

Littered with razor blades

Blades, littered with razor blades

[Bridge]

I can't hold on, the path is clear

I can't ignore, what's been building for years

There's wolves at the door, I won't hide here in fear

Wolves at the door

I look at myself and the things that I've done

Step away from the mirror and right into the sun

I forgive myself for all of my mistakes

When will I learn, when will I, when will I burn?

[Chorus]

I wanna drown, in a sea filled with Novacaine

I wanna burn, on a beach where the sand

Is littered with razor blades

[Outro]

I gave up on myself a long time ago

The black clouds they swallowed me and spit me out whole

Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my soul

At least that means

I still have a soul left to lose