What If

At first I didn’t care

But she kept on trying

And I was not aware

So I gave it a try

I thought she had feelings too

But when I went back home she went back to that guy

What if I am just one more score for her?

What if I’d said ‘’no’’ when she’d first asked me?

All those thoughts are driving me crazy

I can’t get over ‘em

What if I was the easy way for her?

I guess I’m wrong again

We were not together

She said I was a friend

I thought we were more that this

And now when she tells me ‘I love you’

I don’t even know if it’s true

I feel so lost

I saw and heard things I wish I could get outta my head

It’s not that easy for me when she’s the first girl I gave my heart and my trust to…

What if I am just one more score for her?

What if I’d said ‘’no’’ when she’d first asked me?

What if she’s not the one I thought she was?

What if she loves me but I can’t see it?

All those thoughts are driving me crazy

I can’t get over ‘em

What if i can’t go on living this way?