If I Died…

If I died would you remember that you left me?
Or if I died, well, I guess I'll never know.

So what's the point in dancing it if I am destined to be alone?
Unless you come to your senses, tell me it was all just one big joke.
And when I'm happy I dream about sleeping and about you
When I'm sad I went for heartbreak, my day you sent me through,
Were you through?

And down your junkster has written a hundred of great tunes
And I've got sex, so guess that's some catching up to do.
To tell you that I love you, to tell you that I'm sorry for what I am,
To tell you that I love you, to tell you that I'm sorry for what I am.

I know I'm difficult and I know I'm not much fun,
But I tell you what I am, I tell you what I'd like to be
And that's your man.

Oh, if I died would you remember that you left me?
Or if I died, well I guess I'll never know.
And when I'm happy I dream about sleeping and about you
I wanna make you happy from my bones and everything I do,
I want to spend my life with you,
I want to spend my life with you,
And now I don't know what to do,
I really don't know what to do.