Love Being Used

Workin on my health
But imma stay sadder
Littering my brain with these drugs that make madder
Cutting up my heart shit I was a cadaver
Cold case cavern straight to blow to the chest
Imma hold habits and some baggage on my belt
Imma get you ready you can love someone else
Something like a filler for rotation on shelf
Love being used I don't know nothing else

Like imma smoke my weed won't change my ways
Just me, myself and the same mistakes
Broke my heart won't take a break
Cracks won't heal imma hold w weight

She say I'm a masochist the way I give the trust out
Heart too big and the space won't run out
Yes i know better not everyone the same
Take a old heart and I give a new slate

What can I say I'm stuck in my ways
Love being used, and left on the way
Shit it hurts less when you know its on the way
No it's not true but these actions do say
Give another piece I can waste away

Like imma smoke my weed won't change my ways
Just me myself and those same mistakes