Spit Shining Shit

I was awake, dreaming about sleeping

And my mistakes and how I keep 'em

So close to me, so that I'll never, never forget

I can't get anywhere

Shedding tears over these bottles

Celebrating my life at the bottom

Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten

And I've forgotten what this like before I started stopping

Fuck this, fuck this, I'm out, I'm out

Of bullshit to cry about

You can pass these fuck you's around

I'll be dead and gone when this shit hits the ground

Tell me why, why, why, why, why

I even tried, tried, tried tonight

I should just let it die

'Cause I'm so tired of waiting for this shit to shine

I was asleep, dreaming about palm trees

Then I woke up to lonely city streets

I heard the voices echoed in the back rooms

And I had to run around the corner to the barstools

Where I was shedding tears over these bottles

Celebrating my life at the bottom

Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten

And I've forgotten

How to light this fire

I've forgotten how to tow this wire

I've forgotten

What this was like before I started stopping

Tell me why, why, why, why, why

Do I even try, try, try tonight?

I should probably let it die

And I'm tired of waiting for this shit to shine

I am tired of waiting

I am tired of waiting

This is my life, this is my time

It's time to take it

This is my life, this is my time

This is my life, this is my time

This is my life, this is my time

Time, time, time, time, time