Kerosene

I wanna drink the kerosene
So you notice me in my dreams
I feel like sniffing ephedrine and taking hallucinogens
Maybe then you'll take me seriously
I want to feel human for an hour, but now
You pretend that you're dead and I still fall for it
You're telling all your secrets to the boy you never met
And now he's lifting up your dress, your friends think you're a mess
But I'd still pop a pill or two to watch you get undressed
I'm feeling blue its overdue
I'm used to it, I fell for you
I'm risk averse, I'm such a bore, I'm not the one you're searching for
Would it be different if I smoked
I want to feel human for an hour but now
You pretend that you're dead and I still fall for it
You're telling all your secrets to the boy you never met
And now he's lifting up your dress, your friends think you're a mess
But I'd still pop a pill or two to watch you get undressed
The grass is greener when you're high
So why can't I see straight
Say your name right
You pretend that you're dead and I still fall for it
You're telling all your secrets to the boy you never met
And now he's lifting up your dress, your friends think you're a mess
But I'd still pop a pill or two to watch you get undressed