facts of life

Living on the land, hiding from the others
Lying to myself, lying to my brothers
Time to find my way, counting up the days
Never had enough to get another way

Lately, I'm thinking it's already done
Walk around feeling like it's all in defeat
But then we grew up today
Count on me, honey
Walked around feeling like I'm already beat

There we go again, climbing up the river
Lying to my friends, acting like I miss her
Tryna find a way, keep the thoughts on paper
But it takes a while

Lately, I think that I'm losing my game
Walk around feeling like it's all up to me
But that'll be the day
Count on me, honey
They walked around feeling like I'm already beat

Wait for me to make something out of nothing
Blaming everything on a stupid fucking
Feeling that I hate
Gets me every time