BREAKUP

I almost broke up with you in the backseat of your own car
I spend my hours thinkin' 'bout us and the way that things are
It's like I'm over-obsessing over someone I barely know
I convinced myself I think maybe I'd be better alone
I fantasize about a life that maybe I'll never live
Then I feel guilty as fuck thinkin' 'bout what I never did
You think it gets a little easier bein' in my head
But everything is harder when you're not with me in bed

I know it's normal
I know I'm human
Some days, it doesn't feel like it
I, I feel selfish
Don't deserve you
Do I even know what love is?

Maybe we should break up
I don't wanna feel this way
It's not enough to stay with you in the dark
I don't wanna make up
Maybe I'm the one to blame
Was I two years too late?
I can't stop thi, thi, thi, thi

I can't stop thinkin', thinkin'

I think about it time to time, think about what it'll be
To be with somebody similar, somebody just like me
It doesn't make a lot of sense 'cause boy, you give me the world
I feel so fucked up in my chest when you call me your girl

I know it's normal
I know I'm human
Some days, it doesn't feel like it
I, I feel selfish
Don't deserve you
Do I even know what love is?

Maybe we should break up
I don't wanna feel this way
It's not enough to stay with you in the dark
I don't wanna make up
Maybe I'm the one to blame
Was I two years too late?
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout

I can't stop thinkin', thinkin'

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