Sick

Sick again
More often than not at the hands of men
I'm sick to death
Just well enough to speak a final breath
Enough

Is it in my head wishing I were dead
I wanna hurl myself into the sea
Is it in my mind
Do you think I'm fine
But then it's not like this ever meant anything to me

I lost it all
My final brain cell banged against the wall
Just one more day
Tomorrow maybe I'll wake up and say
Enough

And I'm not myself
I am someone else
I'm everyone they wanted me to be
And I'm not ok
I'm sick every day
But then it's not like this ever meant anything to me