Sun//Rise

I'm fading
And I feel like you forgot me
Trying to keep me close, has proved too fucking hard
I'll try take back all the pain that I've dealt,
Why would I ever mean to cause you harm
Why do I feel the need to prove myself
When everything I do just proves me wrong
It's getting harder to grasp how to face facts from my past
Coz I'm the living fucking proof that all nice guys finish last
I'm coming to terms, with watching my world burn
I'm wasted, wasting away,
I'm learning to love
The things that I said that I used to love to hate
Sleeping on the floor doing drugs that I can't afford
Just to watch the sunrise
And when I crawl back home
Would you stay awake for me
And when I crawl back home
I know you'll be there
To tell me that I'm still alive
With your hand placed in mine
I can feel the shame rushing though your veins
Stemmed to the pain pledged in your arteries
Your blank stare
Sheds a tear out of of your worn eyes
Your lips are pale, from the cigarettes they're all cracked and dry
But please know, that with a little faith
I'll return once again
To see that smile on your face